Pair Of Glasses With Unfaithful Vodka







PREFACE



- what you did for me?



- nothing



- what you did for yourself?



- nothing



- what you did for others?



- nothing



- then what you are living for!



- who says,  I am living? I am waiting to die

....



This
is not a story or sheet of collected poems, not a base of accumulated
facts....this is a try to catch up with some echoed voices  which are
poured in  glasses with serve of vodka....



A) LIGHTS



Roof top of a high rise  building, in a City 1 :





V1
: Whenever I came to this place , I used to carry some thing from
here... not for a cause but just to remember that I came here . This
time also, I picked few things .Now I feel I should not do that!

Or
no wrong is there in it as I am carrying things from here ......not
keeping anything ....not even a mark or not even a shade of being here .




V2 : When Vs evaporate to the atmosphere, there will
not be any mark on the surfaces where they existed . They were there for
some moments .They lived there ......then went back to the place they
related to ....



V1 : Had there any expectations
,ambitions ,desires or any feeling of being supported each other during
the tenure of their time on the surface of chilled vodka glasses?

    

V2 : No idea...



V1
: But,  I guess, they wish  to get missed and like to wait till there a
recall .... to reappear.....and relive their life on surface of same
glasses someday .



.....



B) DARKSIDES





Within a gap between day and night  or, within a gap between of Planck time ....



Vs determine to concentrate their minds



to represent forms, they appears....



Dew drops

Mist

Fog

or 

Effective unfaithful crystal clear drinks to get drunk by some couples....who deny whole world but not want to cheat themselves



They
may occupy magnificent temporary forms, create long lasting spells
around them, but undergo evaporation as per schedule... to their
original state! 



C) CAMERA



A balcony of a riverside resort in a Down Town 2 :



V3 : When you are aware of my awareness, when my consciousness echoes in your voice, a change occurs  on the board....



V4 : Does a new sun refresh his stock, borrowing  orange a white 'Shiuli' from night



New blow of wind pollinates more and more 'Kash' as return gift



V3 : Yeah. No ceremony is going on or no new knot to tie ... It's kinda freedom in an other sky



[ Shiuli -  night flowering jasmine

Kash - Catkin ]



...



D) OFF SHUTTER





As
one V wished, she created a hidden land with  him ( an other V) ,  by
their spell... cracking the  world of demand and supply  in two halves
...



to drink,

to dance,

to laugh together,

to sit side by side in vast silence under stars,

to listen giggle of flowing water,  to remember a rusty abandoned  ship, lying alone....  near them



it was rain or spring, autumn or winter... she forgets



only, she remembers



his blinking eyes, 

mysterious smile in his yearning lips, as he whispered,, "Good bye!  ".... in solitaire



....





E) ACTION



River side tent in a dark wild valley



V5 : As you know, you are the only one who  can absorb successfully, each drop of my silence...



V6 : You know, you are the person, for whom, my unsung moments wait with patience



V5 : Now, I wish, you come to me in any form you like



V6:  I guess, the darkness in me attracts another dark domain, that's you...

only,



V5 : Somehow, somewhere,  I can feel presence of light...may it's  hope or may it's  a false promise of a false life!



V6 : Sometimes, I can't deny you are wonderful colour for me!  See,  we are here, it's not everyday life, but it's not false!



V5
: ...  not false, rather it's another dimension, usually  unseen, 
untold... only lived in these glasses before the process of evaporation !




V6:  Thank you, dear Fernando! I will miss this canvass.... where I can play with my own colour



V5:  We need to be missed to get back again



V6: You are very rude and logical! Do you know.... the fate of logic? Does it evaporate also!



V5:
Don't know ...but ... I know my fate ....I need to be absconded  and I
will be somewhere  .....to come back to Mrs.Sareen, someday.



V6:  Yes, but Mr. Fernando, you left a lot of things with Mrs. Sareen !



V5: Don't get emotional , everything will disappear with time!





F) STILL



A bar (about to close)  in a Mega City 3



V7
: What I did all these years! Just ran behind nothing ...  I guess,
this is the time to look  back myself,  to look up to them, who are
concerned with.....



V8 : There is a chance always to get mummified,

get dissolved in formalin,

get preserved for a long time live experiment.... 



V7 :  Again imprisonment !  Again showcasing before curious eyes!



V8
: Dear, for this moment,   better, you get lost with me...beyond the
energy level, calculable by human brain .... beyond those silly theories
of matter...



V7 : Let me clear my debts,

let me feed the unsatisfied constant hunger around.

For sure, I will get ready for you, ready for the long journey.... to know the answer, exactly who am I....



V8 : You are right. We need plan n preparation. We can't revolt. Only we remain unseen



V7 : I know, we have no such platform to feel confident



V8 : Yeah. We are hesitated Vs....



V7 : We leave invisible stains on each other's mind



V8 : This is unexplainable



Why and how



We find ourselves



V7 : Why I wait or why you choose the hectic journey



V8 : I don't want to seek answers



V7 : Only I believe,  a strong desire is always fulfilled by elements of nature!



V8 : I need to look deep inside me,  to find you...



V7 : Where ever be your past or future, some spent moments are here, with me, as my hidden treasure



....



G) CUT



A train is carrying with itself some labelled person



In Coach no X  and seat no Y



V9 : He is not you, whom i left behind ! You are here, still....  listening to me..... carefully



You are the cause, why I smile, 



....



As Vs move far



They take away their spell

Their eye candy presence

The charm

The fragrance

The moments of being together....



...with them



Only affected water

Nurtures their memory



Being almost invisible stain